Nothing makes sense

Nothing really makes sense

My whole belief system is going for a toss..and best part is I am allowing it to. What comes off it who knows and who cares to know really. Fuck control. I repeat - FUCK control. I have no idea where I am, why I am and I am just presuming. My stupid mind is happy presuming. Thats why its stupid. Bugger can just process and compute - few of the many functions mind has. I am sad that the virtual world that my mind had created is coming to an end and am glad that it is the truth, that end is coming. Its liberating in its own scary way. But do I care ?

Naaaaah

Bring it on I say. I cannot be encapsulated and will not be. Can only be thankful for me being me. Thats the best gift I can get and I had it all the while! Thankful for the realisation. Let it flow I say..for I know not what comes and what I have......but let it flow; it is what it is. Make me of use is all I pray. Too much of wrong is around and has been around for longest of times I know of. Make me do whatever I can do. 

I let go.

I say again - I let go