Why should I fight to survive

Why???

Why should so be the case, where I should cut through others to make my living? Why should I survive doing things that leave me more empty, than fulfilled? Why can't things be straight and people talk their heart out, rather than shouting their mind out? Why do words like hypocrisy and politics exist? Why do the complexities have to play a major role in whatever we do?

I am sure nature didn't mean it to turn out this way; so have we messed with ourselves to the extent that we have so not to be ourselves just to do our time? That being the case, why are we here?

Why can't we have compassion for each other ? Why are we always rushing to show other, the way down? Are we so full of things irrelevant to life? Have we become completely alien to who we are, to the species we belong to? What are we desiring to achieve and by what means? 

I couldn't have agreed more with the soul who said, "You can never get enough of what you really don't want"